So I think I maybe having to crash soon. I just had the weekend from hell, and having to work 52.5 hours wasn’t even the worst part. So I’m drinking more and I’ve picked up smoking, I’m just a nervous wreck I don’t know what I’m going to do with myself. I’m falling behind in school because of all my work I’ve been taking on, my fault for taking on the hours but I need the money, I need to take a break. I have no time for me, for my friends, and for the ones I love … you know who you are. On the upside I have a city job and will be starting in March which is getting me closer to what I want to be doing after I graduate. I love Political Science and I love you “L” and I’m sorry I can’t spend more time with you but soon, right after this semester is over we can start this up if you can wait that long.